I was wandering around on Facebook and it suddenly occurred to me that I have to write my school as Hwa Chong Institution...like quite soon.
I dread the day when I have to change it.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
Zaobao Cultural Cruise
早报逗号文化船”启航了
杨雪慧 (2009-12-10)
来自50所中学的230名学生，昨天兴奋地登上“早报逗号文化船”，展开四天三夜丰富有趣的海上文化之旅。
这个由《早报逗号》和丽星邮轮联合在“天秤星号”豪华游轮上举办的海上文化活动，让学生在游轮平稳舒适航经马六甲海峡期间，参与戏剧、舞蹈、音乐和摄影讲座，吸收“文化养分”。
讲座主讲者为“海燕等人”剧团艺术总监林海燕、“O剧场当代舞团”创办人陈君明、南洋艺术学院作曲系毕业生梁洁莹以及《我报》摄影记者李欣赏。
游轮将先后在吉隆坡和槟城海港靠泊，让学生登岸游览当地名胜古迹，以及跟当地华社领袖与学生交流。
贸工部兼新闻、通讯及艺术部政务次长陈振泉在文化船启航仪式上讲话时，赞赏《早报逗号》和丽星邮轮公司为这群优秀中学生举办的海上文化之旅。
200多名中学生乘“早报逗号文化船”，体会别开生面的海上文化之旅。（唐家鸿摄）
他认为，这个学生海上文化学习旅行，意义深长，尤其是在全国上下讨论中华语文学习时刻，它恰如其份地体现了“让学生在轻松环境中学习华文及中华文化”的意义。
陈振泉说，新加坡报业控股华文报集团举办的文化活动，如中国、台湾游学团、模范华文教师奖、春到河畔迎新年、华族文化节、大型文化演出和讲座，这在促进华族文化的传承方面，扮演了举足轻重的角色，也为社会做出了积极的贡献。
他指出，一些人或许认为，到中国工作或经商不一定懂得中华文化，因此没有必要花时间去了解。不过，他认为文化是一个民族的灵魂，而传统是社会的支柱，少了这两个元素，国家的前景将十分让人担忧。
他说：“如果我们能掌握好华文，又对中华文化有所认识，那等于我们也同时拥有一支能启开中华文化殿堂的锁匙，让我们能够在中华文化、历史、艺术和生活体验这片大草原上自由的奔驰，也让我们的思想能潇洒的腾飞。”
参与文化船之旅的学生，除了华族，也有异族。华中国际学校印度族学生吉拉斯（Giresh Mohan Mulani，15岁）就是其中之一。
他以英语受访时坦言，他在学校修读华文，尽管华语不太灵光，他仍希望通过文化船活动，更进一步了解华族文化。
宋凌暄（17岁，南洋女中毕业生）则表示，这是她第一次上游轮，在游轮上学习氛围很不一样，轻松、舒适，很有新鲜感。
她说：“我也已经很久没有到马来西亚去，很期待跟马来西亚学生交流，了解他们的学习环境跟我们有什么差异。”
新加坡报业控股行政集团兼华文报集团文化产业部执行副总裁萧作鸣与其他受邀的嘉宾、校长及教师也参加启航仪式，并参观游轮。
~~lala~~ this sums up my trip ^^
杨雪慧 (2009-12-10)
来自50所中学的230名学生，昨天兴奋地登上“早报逗号文化船”，展开四天三夜丰富有趣的海上文化之旅。
这个由《早报逗号》和丽星邮轮联合在“天秤星号”豪华游轮上举办的海上文化活动，让学生在游轮平稳舒适航经马六甲海峡期间，参与戏剧、舞蹈、音乐和摄影讲座，吸收“文化养分”。
讲座主讲者为“海燕等人”剧团艺术总监林海燕、“O剧场当代舞团”创办人陈君明、南洋艺术学院作曲系毕业生梁洁莹以及《我报》摄影记者李欣赏。
游轮将先后在吉隆坡和槟城海港靠泊，让学生登岸游览当地名胜古迹，以及跟当地华社领袖与学生交流。
贸工部兼新闻、通讯及艺术部政务次长陈振泉在文化船启航仪式上讲话时，赞赏《早报逗号》和丽星邮轮公司为这群优秀中学生举办的海上文化之旅。
200多名中学生乘“早报逗号文化船”，体会别开生面的海上文化之旅。（唐家鸿摄）
他认为，这个学生海上文化学习旅行，意义深长，尤其是在全国上下讨论中华语文学习时刻，它恰如其份地体现了“让学生在轻松环境中学习华文及中华文化”的意义。
陈振泉说，新加坡报业控股华文报集团举办的文化活动，如中国、台湾游学团、模范华文教师奖、春到河畔迎新年、华族文化节、大型文化演出和讲座，这在促进华族文化的传承方面，扮演了举足轻重的角色，也为社会做出了积极的贡献。
他指出，一些人或许认为，到中国工作或经商不一定懂得中华文化，因此没有必要花时间去了解。不过，他认为文化是一个民族的灵魂，而传统是社会的支柱，少了这两个元素，国家的前景将十分让人担忧。
他说：“如果我们能掌握好华文，又对中华文化有所认识，那等于我们也同时拥有一支能启开中华文化殿堂的锁匙，让我们能够在中华文化、历史、艺术和生活体验这片大草原上自由的奔驰，也让我们的思想能潇洒的腾飞。”
参与文化船之旅的学生，除了华族，也有异族。华中国际学校印度族学生吉拉斯（Giresh Mohan Mulani，15岁）就是其中之一。
他以英语受访时坦言，他在学校修读华文，尽管华语不太灵光，他仍希望通过文化船活动，更进一步了解华族文化。
宋凌暄（17岁，南洋女中毕业生）则表示，这是她第一次上游轮，在游轮上学习氛围很不一样，轻松、舒适，很有新鲜感。
她说：“我也已经很久没有到马来西亚去，很期待跟马来西亚学生交流，了解他们的学习环境跟我们有什么差异。”
新加坡报业控股行政集团兼华文报集团文化产业部执行副总裁萧作鸣与其他受邀的嘉宾、校长及教师也参加启航仪式，并参观游轮。
~~lala~~ this sums up my trip ^^
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Hols...
after the higher chinese O' ended, and choir finished our last performance today with President Hu coming to Nanyang, I concluded that my four years in Nanyang Girls' High are finally coming to a close. yeah. well.
It seems like a flash, yet if you look back, these past four years have been so long. There are times when i really doubt whether I had made the right choice coming here and not going to RGS. But now, when I finally left the school gate for the last time as a Nanyang girl, I want to say that I am really proud that I made this choice. All the memories, whether bitter or sweet, are part of what I am today, and I think that to have my past four years spent in any other way in any other school would not be as wonderful as it would have been in NYGH.
there it is, my emo mood working up again. perhaps it's because of this rainy day.
It seems like a flash, yet if you look back, these past four years have been so long. There are times when i really doubt whether I had made the right choice coming here and not going to RGS. But now, when I finally left the school gate for the last time as a Nanyang girl, I want to say that I am really proud that I made this choice. All the memories, whether bitter or sweet, are part of what I am today, and I think that to have my past four years spent in any other way in any other school would not be as wonderful as it would have been in NYGH.
there it is, my emo mood working up again. perhaps it's because of this rainy day.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
mousse cake
Baked chocolate cake with chocolate mousse with chocolate ganache on top!!! very very chocolaty. =)
the actual cake looks so much better. pics are not reliable haha
the actual cake looks so much better. pics are not reliable haha
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Despite of all the stress and the gloom situation of possibly not being able to finish mugging Bio and Math before Wednesday, I am actually enjoying the studying. It takes my mind off other things which I dont want to think about.
And oh btw, I realised that posting on blogger is better than posting on Facebook, because on facebook everybody gets to read your msg and it seems like you are trying to SHOUT to everyone what you are thinking about.
And oh btw, I realised that posting on blogger is better than posting on Facebook, because on facebook everybody gets to read your msg and it seems like you are trying to SHOUT to everyone what you are thinking about.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Because I Fly, I envy no man on earth
Because I fly
I laugh more than other men,
I look up and see more than they
I know how the clouds feel
What it's like to have the blue in my lap
to look down on birds
to feel freedom in a thing called the stick
who but I can slice between God's billowed legs
and feel then laugh and crash with His step
Who else has seen the unclimbed peaks
The rainbow's secret
The real reason birds sing
Because I Fly, I envy no man on earth
— Grover C. Norwood
I laugh more than other men,
I look up and see more than they
I know how the clouds feel
What it's like to have the blue in my lap
to look down on birds
to feel freedom in a thing called the stick
who but I can slice between God's billowed legs
and feel then laugh and crash with His step
Who else has seen the unclimbed peaks
The rainbow's secret
The real reason birds sing
Because I Fly, I envy no man on earth
— Grover C. Norwood
Thursday, September 3, 2009
I think that I am going to get sick. like, again.
I seriously need a nice healthy 8h sleep everyday. because once I sleep for like 7 hours, I will start to have sore throat, and then have a pretty hot forehead. like now, and yesterday, and the day before yesterday.
the thing is, I want to finish as many sorties as possible next week, because 1) it is hols and 2)I am seriously behind others and 3) I have exams coming up.
I seriously need a nice healthy 8h sleep everyday. because once I sleep for like 7 hours, I will start to have sore throat, and then have a pretty hot forehead. like now, and yesterday, and the day before yesterday.
the thing is, I want to finish as many sorties as possible next week, because 1) it is hols and 2)I am seriously behind others and 3) I have exams coming up.
1st Flight
Very very happy today!! ^^
cos I finally did my sortie 1 (and in the rain too hehe that was so fun)
OMG if I had to cancel my sortie 1 for the 2nd time i think i'll just knock my head against the wall la...
and i was so lucky because we took off just before it started raining, and once we are out there we can't go back, so we flied and flied and TADA!!! I think I'm one of the few ppl who actually managed to complete the training (most of it anyway).
and i saw like 4 reservoirs at the same time!?!?! Which finally dawned to me that Singapore is a VERY VERY SMALL place. I mean, you are seeing 4 reservoirs + Ang Mo Kio Yishun Sembawang and Causeway at the same time. that's like 1/4 of Singapore!!!
yeah, and I think that my instructor is a really nice guy. although I'm still like super nervous and I forgot the 2nd half of the checks, I didnt that a scolding like I thought I would have gotten. I mean even I think that i didnt do very well. (maybe I'm a little perfectionist after all haha). but anyway, I think that having a strict instructor makes you learn faster and it's actually quite good IF you study properly.
but still, what I'm trying to say is, when you are airborne and you look down and you see all those matchbox like stuff, you really get a feel of how small and minute you are, and it really makes you feel paiseh that all you worry everyday is whether you get 14/15 or 15/15 for you physics worksheet, and how many ppl scored better than you in the class. Yeah, so although I hope with all my heart that I will make it through the end, even if I have to be kicked out (which is a 21/23 probability), i think that at least this experience makes me gain a better perspective (hmm sound like Lang Arts) and well, I have a big takeaway!!! haha i hope I am not preaching here...
and flying there makes you REALLY want to get your PPL, like desperately want to get the PPL. I dont why, maybe because I'm perfectionist or sth, but I hate to give up things halfway. And I did not just anyhow applied for this course without thinking, I really thought a long time about it and stuff. So yeah, I decided that if I can get in PPL I will bake lots of cookies and share them with everyone. XD
cos I finally did my sortie 1 (and in the rain too hehe that was so fun)
OMG if I had to cancel my sortie 1 for the 2nd time i think i'll just knock my head against the wall la...
and i was so lucky because we took off just before it started raining, and once we are out there we can't go back, so we flied and flied and TADA!!! I think I'm one of the few ppl who actually managed to complete the training (most of it anyway).
and i saw like 4 reservoirs at the same time!?!?! Which finally dawned to me that Singapore is a VERY VERY SMALL place. I mean, you are seeing 4 reservoirs + Ang Mo Kio Yishun Sembawang and Causeway at the same time. that's like 1/4 of Singapore!!!
yeah, and I think that my instructor is a really nice guy. although I'm still like super nervous and I forgot the 2nd half of the checks, I didnt that a scolding like I thought I would have gotten. I mean even I think that i didnt do very well. (maybe I'm a little perfectionist after all haha). but anyway, I think that having a strict instructor makes you learn faster and it's actually quite good IF you study properly.
but still, what I'm trying to say is, when you are airborne and you look down and you see all those matchbox like stuff, you really get a feel of how small and minute you are, and it really makes you feel paiseh that all you worry everyday is whether you get 14/15 or 15/15 for you physics worksheet, and how many ppl scored better than you in the class. Yeah, so although I hope with all my heart that I will make it through the end, even if I have to be kicked out (which is a 21/23 probability), i think that at least this experience makes me gain a better perspective (hmm sound like Lang Arts) and well, I have a big takeaway!!! haha i hope I am not preaching here...
and flying there makes you REALLY want to get your PPL, like desperately want to get the PPL. I dont why, maybe because I'm perfectionist or sth, but I hate to give up things halfway. And I did not just anyhow applied for this course without thinking, I really thought a long time about it and stuff. So yeah, I decided that if I can get in PPL I will bake lots of cookies and share them with everyone. XD
Sunday, August 30, 2009
a very depressing weekend
Today I am supposed to go on a flight at 1140, which means that I am supposed to reach SYFC at 1040. since I reached at 1115 SHARP yesterday and my instructor said that I should be earlier, I decided that I should reach even earlier than 1040 (which is one hour earlier than my supposed take-off time).
And because yesterday I didnt memorise my checks properly I felt so guilty I stayed up until 1am this morning muttering on those engine checks and etc. to my surprise I even finished the vital actions before take-off, which is quite a lot given that I am only going to do sortie no.1. And oh yeah, I even memorised all the R/T calls until take-off and the ops normal calls during FILER check.
And then I had a very turmulous sleep because of so much memorising and I dreamt that I got expelled from the school for dont know what reason and I was wandering on the streets, and then I was so scared when I woke up I had to double triple check to convince myself that I am still a NANYANG girl. hmm I realised that I do love my school a lot even though I never proclaimed my love for it.
SO, when I woke up at 8am this morning cheerfully and anticipating the wonderful flight where I can prove to my instructor that I paid attention to my checks and that I can do my checks, I realised that it was, well, according to my dad, "raining cats and dogs". Or, if you want to say it technically, TS and SH, and Lightning Cat-1. (pardon me if I spelt it incorrect)
and so with not much hope I went to SYFC. The trip that was supposed to be 15min if go in a car took me 1 HOUR, and while I was standing in the rain waiting for the bus I was so...well, let's just say that I am very sad.
By some luck I managed to reach SYFC at 1030. And after the pre-flight brief I sat on the couch waiting for the rain to stop. To put it simply, i went through my checks again for like countless times until my brain decided that it couldnt stand that muttering anymore and so I went to the ops room, and stared at the window-->stared at the course 170 board--> realised that I am one of the last nine who up till now havent managed to land myself, no, fly myself in the sky,-->realised that i have to finish 2 sorties, complete one stimulator and then do another sortie by 8th Sept-->realised that it is quite impossible even though i have a 1 week hol in front, because "Every nanyang girl a mugger student of the society".
By 1200, (2 1/2 hours after I reached SYFC), they said that the flight is cancelled. So I went out to the club and realised that It is starting to rain again. and then I took the van, got to the main gate of seletar airport, and waited for 86. by the time I reached AMK it was 1230. and then I decided that I should go and buy a mask since I havent been sleeping properly for 1 whole week, and so I walked in the rain somemore. By the time I reached home I was soaked with rainwater and my jeans had turned 1 shade deeper than before.
after I applied that mask that is really cool (it's gel like but after it dries up you can peel it off like those that you see in ghost movies) and I fell asleep with 3 small patchs of masks still left on my face.
up till now, I have wasted 2 1/2 days. on what? I also dunno.
And because yesterday I didnt memorise my checks properly I felt so guilty I stayed up until 1am this morning muttering on those engine checks and etc. to my surprise I even finished the vital actions before take-off, which is quite a lot given that I am only going to do sortie no.1. And oh yeah, I even memorised all the R/T calls until take-off and the ops normal calls during FILER check.
And then I had a very turmulous sleep because of so much memorising and I dreamt that I got expelled from the school for dont know what reason and I was wandering on the streets, and then I was so scared when I woke up I had to double triple check to convince myself that I am still a NANYANG girl. hmm I realised that I do love my school a lot even though I never proclaimed my love for it.
SO, when I woke up at 8am this morning cheerfully and anticipating the wonderful flight where I can prove to my instructor that I paid attention to my checks and that I can do my checks, I realised that it was, well, according to my dad, "raining cats and dogs". Or, if you want to say it technically, TS and SH, and Lightning Cat-1. (pardon me if I spelt it incorrect)
and so with not much hope I went to SYFC. The trip that was supposed to be 15min if go in a car took me 1 HOUR, and while I was standing in the rain waiting for the bus I was so...well, let's just say that I am very sad.
By some luck I managed to reach SYFC at 1030. And after the pre-flight brief I sat on the couch waiting for the rain to stop. To put it simply, i went through my checks again for like countless times until my brain decided that it couldnt stand that muttering anymore and so I went to the ops room, and stared at the window-->stared at the course 170 board--> realised that I am one of the last nine who up till now havent managed to land myself, no, fly myself in the sky,-->realised that i have to finish 2 sorties, complete one stimulator and then do another sortie by 8th Sept-->realised that it is quite impossible even though i have a 1 week hol in front, because "Every nanyang girl a mugger student of the society".
By 1200, (2 1/2 hours after I reached SYFC), they said that the flight is cancelled. So I went out to the club and realised that It is starting to rain again. and then I took the van, got to the main gate of seletar airport, and waited for 86. by the time I reached AMK it was 1230. and then I decided that I should go and buy a mask since I havent been sleeping properly for 1 whole week, and so I walked in the rain somemore. By the time I reached home I was soaked with rainwater and my jeans had turned 1 shade deeper than before.
after I applied that mask that is really cool (it's gel like but after it dries up you can peel it off like those that you see in ghost movies) and I fell asleep with 3 small patchs of masks still left on my face.
up till now, I have wasted 2 1/2 days. on what? I also dunno.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
YFC
Whoaoaoaoa I just received email from YFC there's orientation on 25/July aka 4 days before LIMELIGHT CONCERT aka 1 week before BLOCK TEST whoa whoa whoa how how how I havent revised finished yet havent practised all my scores havent had my EOY what if my schedules all clash then i die la omg omg omg Im so nervous now Im hyperventilating ok that's NOT TRUE my EQ not that low but still its very sudden!!! I thought they say I will only go at the end of year???
Ok. take a deep breath. isnt it very good?? i mean, I have been waiting to go for flying course for like years and now ITS A DREAM COME TRUE. although yeah the schedules are a bit tight and omg really I must do well for both this flying course and EOY!!!
Moral of the story: I should have mugged way beforehand.
but come to think of it right, its better this way, cos this will be a transition period (if i manage to survive all the way to PPL course) and then I'll have a easier life in HwaCHong next year. ^^
FIGHTING FIGHTING!!!
Ok. take a deep breath. isnt it very good?? i mean, I have been waiting to go for flying course for like years and now ITS A DREAM COME TRUE. although yeah the schedules are a bit tight and omg really I must do well for both this flying course and EOY!!!
Moral of the story: I should have mugged way beforehand.
but come to think of it right, its better this way, cos this will be a transition period (if i manage to survive all the way to PPL course) and then I'll have a easier life in HwaCHong next year. ^^
FIGHTING FIGHTING!!!
Sunday, July 5, 2009
I'm feeling very sad now. I want to eat popcorn chicken but at the same time afraid of getting fat. Cos I realised last week that I DO NOT have the same metabolism rate as Jiayi. And if I eat the same food as Jiayi I will gain a humongous 2 KG in 2 days while Jiayi still stays in her absolutely-thin-almost-invisible-like-a-thread skeletal figure that is very hard to lean on during Maths lesson. right. liife is so unfair!!! I want to eat popcorn chicken!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Gathering!!!
going out with HangYin Yuhan Maomao Lanxin!!!! soooo excited!!!!!
it's so hard for us to come up with a date that we can all meet. T.T 真是经历了千辛万苦。。。
it's so hard for us to come up with a date that we can all meet. T.T 真是经历了千辛万苦。。。
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
i'm weird...
I like the OST for Boys over Flowers.
To be specific, I only like the song from 00:07 to 00:18, a short 11 seconds.
I think I'm weird. But then, you cant blame someone who would rather listen to opera than jay chou's stuff.
To be specific, I only like the song from 00:07 to 00:18, a short 11 seconds.
I think I'm weird. But then, you cant blame someone who would rather listen to opera than jay chou's stuff.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Monday, April 13, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
I think I don't really like Taylor Swift's songs. It sounds very raw. hmm.
anyway, went to volleyball finals yesterday. partly because in my four years I have NEVER went to a competition and I want to at least watch one this year. also because I have to do the reporting.
yeah. and as it always is for nanyang, we have so few supporters. Like, hullo? this is national finals?? but then ngee ann's like got twice our number. and they got all those long inflated things where you bang bang together and make plenty of noise? yeah. you know what we did?
BANG ON THE PAILS using DRUMSTICKS.
by the end of the 1st set, One pail has a hole under it.
by the end of the 2nd set, another pail has a HUGE long crack on the bottom as well.
and yeah cos it seems like nanyang is sure going to win liao ngee ann sort of gave up. and their supporters were like stoning there. so nanyang decided to be kind to the last pail and so the last pail was saved.
anyway, went to volleyball finals yesterday. partly because in my four years I have NEVER went to a competition and I want to at least watch one this year. also because I have to do the reporting.
yeah. and as it always is for nanyang, we have so few supporters. Like, hullo? this is national finals?? but then ngee ann's like got twice our number. and they got all those long inflated things where you bang bang together and make plenty of noise? yeah. you know what we did?
BANG ON THE PAILS using DRUMSTICKS.
by the end of the 1st set, One pail has a hole under it.
by the end of the 2nd set, another pail has a HUGE long crack on the bottom as well.
and yeah cos it seems like nanyang is sure going to win liao ngee ann sort of gave up. and their supporters were like stoning there. so nanyang decided to be kind to the last pail and so the last pail was saved.
Friday, March 20, 2009
I am a Trombone!!!
Trombone
You are very complex and mysterious. On the outside you look like a normal person, someone in the background, but as people get to know you, they find there is more to you than meets the eye. Many people want to know you because of who you are. You know who you are and you like it. You are proud, and you are everything that makes you unique.
I am a Trombone!!! muahahahahaha I am mysterious...
You are very complex and mysterious. On the outside you look like a normal person, someone in the background, but as people get to know you, they find there is more to you than meets the eye. Many people want to know you because of who you are. You know who you are and you like it. You are proud, and you are everything that makes you unique.
I am a Trombone!!! muahahahahaha I am mysterious...
going for 体通研习营 tomorrow! and the day after tomorrow. yep, it's a TWO DAY camp!!!!
ok I'm trying to cheer myself up here. Not that I don't want to go, but I'm so stressed up by Choir, homework, mugging and block. test. now. that I can't think anything else.
the fact that I've sqeezed three days of exhausting prac and finished my homework during the mar hol dont really help. look, I'm still stressed, and VERY stressed by blocks. like, how am I supposed to finish a Lang Arts essay (on the topic of hullo? war and conflict?) in one hour???
so i'm like sweating profusely (I mean really PROFUSELY) the moment I think about it. which is weird, considering the fact that I NEVER EVER stress out for a Lang Arts paper. Most of the time I just give up and chiong and write and manage to pass.
I need to de-stress myself. The camp seems to provide a good way of doing it. I'll think about my Lang Arts paper after I come back.
I think I'm suffering from exam anxiety for the first time of my life. Woo-hoo. what a historic moment. It's a new milestone in my so-far-16-and 1/2-year of life.
I'm being satirical again. somebody help me!!!!!!!!!!
ok I'm trying to cheer myself up here. Not that I don't want to go, but I'm so stressed up by Choir, homework, mugging and block. test. now. that I can't think anything else.
the fact that I've sqeezed three days of exhausting prac and finished my homework during the mar hol dont really help. look, I'm still stressed, and VERY stressed by blocks. like, how am I supposed to finish a Lang Arts essay (on the topic of hullo? war and conflict?) in one hour???
so i'm like sweating profusely (I mean really PROFUSELY) the moment I think about it. which is weird, considering the fact that I NEVER EVER stress out for a Lang Arts paper. Most of the time I just give up and chiong and write and manage to pass.
I need to de-stress myself. The camp seems to provide a good way of doing it. I'll think about my Lang Arts paper after I come back.
I think I'm suffering from exam anxiety for the first time of my life. Woo-hoo. what a historic moment. It's a new milestone in my so-far-16-and 1/2-year of life.
I'm being satirical again. somebody help me!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
My life is filled with Choir Prac Choir PRAC CHOIR PRAC CHOIRPRACCHOIRCHOIRCHOIR....
and BLOCK TESTS..........
and next month (a dear 2 weeks later) I'm supposed to go for all the sports finals and do reporting. WHILE trying not to clash with chori prac.
I've never wished so feverently that YFC DOES NOT call me to go for lessons in the next two months. though I'd love to complete it as soon as possible.
must 坚持下去!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LINGXUAN JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!
on another thought, might as well just take it as a chance to 减肥haha :)
and BLOCK TESTS..........
and next month (a dear 2 weeks later) I'm supposed to go for all the sports finals and do reporting. WHILE trying not to clash with chori prac.
I've never wished so feverently that YFC DOES NOT call me to go for lessons in the next two months. though I'd love to complete it as soon as possible.
must 坚持下去!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CAN DO IT DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LINGXUAN JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!!!!!!!!!
on another thought, might as well just take it as a chance to 减肥haha :)
Friday, March 6, 2009
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Saturday, January 17, 2009
Pineapple Tarts =)
忙了两天，200++个黄梨塔终于出炉了。
从星期五晚上就开始不停地做，做啊做啊，星期六一大早起床，第一件事又开始做啊做啊，去学校meeting，回来又做啊做啊，终于，在星期天早上2.00am, 做完了。其实馅还剩了一点点，不过面没有了，我也在做不下去了。
其实，本来可以不用这么累的，但是因为懒惰，像换换新的和面方法，结果面团干干硬硬，被妈妈打了回来。
有时候，因为想要贪一点点小便宜而做手脚，到最后吃亏的肯定是自己。
从星期五晚上就开始不停地做，做啊做啊，星期六一大早起床，第一件事又开始做啊做啊，去学校meeting，回来又做啊做啊，终于，在星期天早上2.00am, 做完了。其实馅还剩了一点点，不过面没有了，我也在做不下去了。
其实，本来可以不用这么累的，但是因为懒惰，像换换新的和面方法，结果面团干干硬硬，被妈妈打了回来。
有时候，因为想要贪一点点小便宜而做手脚，到最后吃亏的肯定是自己。
Sunday, January 11, 2009
最近要添家具，所以这几天都在大扫除。早上收拾书架，翻啊翻啊竟然钻到床底下去，结果无意中找到了中二的时候，日语浸濡计划结束时日本同学送给我的字条，上面竟然是用中文写的。想想，浸濡的时候竟然都不知道她会中文，早知道就不用鸡同鸭讲了。^^ 虽然语法有很多错误，但读下来，一行行的句子竟然像诗一样，颇有韵味儿。 字写得很秀气，工工整整。现在回忆一下，有点记不起她长得什么样子，只留下模糊的轮廓和一头短发，标准的日本女中学生，却也很符合她那笔迹。
过了一会才想起这只不过是中二年中的事，离现在也不过将近两年，但感觉上却好远。最近这两年忽悠一下过去，像在梦里，也是时候清醒一下子了。
中学三年的情景一下子浮现上来，自己也很惊讶竟然会发生这么多。哈哈，原来自己也是一个很‘拚’的人，以前都以为那只是发生在别人身上的事。
我应该是一个恋旧的人吧，不舍得把东西扔掉；不设的小学的回忆；不舍得一直以来辛辛苦苦才取得的成果。
前几天，Jiamin 说我是一个冲动的人，有那么一秒，觉得怎么可能，但马上发现，一点也没错。(哈哈好像每次都是别人比较了解我）。冲动地非要上南洋不可，硬是把从小的RGS给踢掉；冲动地去合唱团试音，结果莫名其妙的被选上了；冲动地跑去跟老师说我要当PSL，结果还真成了……
后来，莫名其妙的一个人跑去打工。还有去早报的比赛，虽然过程并不很顺利，但我们毕竟还是赢了。再后来，电线短路似的跑去要学飞行；跑去报馆应征通讯员；风一般的交了常识比赛的报名表格……如果这些又碰巧都让我中了，到时候应该会很累吧！不知道应该笑还是哭。
有人说，她一直以来都觉得我是个很拚的人。我真的是吗？
其实，有时候也不能说这些完全是冲动。应该说，是经过无数的考量后，冲动的在筛过后剩下的选择里作出了选择。我觉得，有时候我就是一个有着多重性格的人，就像其他处在这个年龄的人一样，还没有一个固定的方向。
就好象现在，无缘无故用中文写了这一大片废话。过两天再来看，我一定又会觉得自己在这里act emo 了吧？
过了一会才想起这只不过是中二年中的事，离现在也不过将近两年，但感觉上却好远。最近这两年忽悠一下过去，像在梦里，也是时候清醒一下子了。
中学三年的情景一下子浮现上来，自己也很惊讶竟然会发生这么多。哈哈，原来自己也是一个很‘拚’的人，以前都以为那只是发生在别人身上的事。
我应该是一个恋旧的人吧，不舍得把东西扔掉；不设的小学的回忆；不舍得一直以来辛辛苦苦才取得的成果。
前几天，Jiamin 说我是一个冲动的人，有那么一秒，觉得怎么可能，但马上发现，一点也没错。(哈哈好像每次都是别人比较了解我）。冲动地非要上南洋不可，硬是把从小的RGS给踢掉；冲动地去合唱团试音，结果莫名其妙的被选上了；冲动地跑去跟老师说我要当PSL，结果还真成了……
后来，莫名其妙的一个人跑去打工。还有去早报的比赛，虽然过程并不很顺利，但我们毕竟还是赢了。再后来，电线短路似的跑去要学飞行；跑去报馆应征通讯员；风一般的交了常识比赛的报名表格……如果这些又碰巧都让我中了，到时候应该会很累吧！不知道应该笑还是哭。
有人说，她一直以来都觉得我是个很拚的人。我真的是吗？
其实，有时候也不能说这些完全是冲动。应该说，是经过无数的考量后，冲动的在筛过后剩下的选择里作出了选择。我觉得，有时候我就是一个有着多重性格的人，就像其他处在这个年龄的人一样，还没有一个固定的方向。
就好象现在，无缘无故用中文写了这一大片废话。过两天再来看，我一定又会觉得自己在这里act emo 了吧？
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