so to get rid of my depressness (sorry, depression), i resorted to reading tong's email. when she still had internet access and wrote emails.

:"
We went shopping and all that the next day. We went to the book shop which is like, 7 floors high and some other places. It was very nice!!! I bought books, but due to the lack of money, I did not buy more. I shall buy 1 or 2 for you okay :) The ones I bought were very nice :D But I didnt really see many Rao Xue Man's books leh. It was so saddening. Sigh.
"

WOW. i want to go china for 3 months like tong. instead of australia.

not that australia is bad. but there are so many rules. and PLUS I have to write articles for lian he zao bao after i come back. Even though i scored surpringly very high and made a li4 shi3 xin1 gao1 for my chi paper 1, you know, writing has never been my thing. the australia trip competition nearly killed me. And did i mention that i didnt sleep until 1am for nth night? and yeah now that i got the prize ppl think it seems so easy. well, i guess it should be, if you havent gone to austria for some choir competition, come back with a jet lag after travelling for 19 hours, couldnt sleep for days and had BLOCKS to prepare immediately, since the first day of school is the exam? AND that the teachers DIDNT exempt us from taking the hecking IH paper even though the band ppl are exempted? and that after the blocks we have to chiong 10 days of undone homework + making up for all the missed lessons? cos on my first day of lessons i couldnt understand a single thing about trigo and had no idea why 180 degrees is pie? yeah right.

sorry. the above comments are not specific to anyone. im just rambling and trying to vent my frustrations. after all, im a sec 3 Nanyang girl who's stressed like anybody else.

btw, i just cooked lunch, washed 2 days of dishes, and mopped the whole house. i want my mum.