Post A's

A levels officially ends today. In fact, my last exam ended on Tuesday, a stormy afternoon.

It's barely three days after the end of my exam, but so many things have happened that it felt like one month.

Two interviews (with one coming tomorrow evening), two upcoming tests, two personal statements finished for university application, and many more to be completed before the end of this month. All these on top of the (almost) daily emails that I receive regarding my university application results.

我的心真的很累。

It is not so much about the amount of work that I have to do, but after duelling with three whole months of exams and preparations, I really want a break. Yet now I just feel that I have been dragged into another round of assessments.

I know that some people would say that I brought these upon myself. I can totally imagine their faces when they think "Who ask you to do all these huh?" But hey, this is my own blog, and while I do exercise self-censorship and refrain from making any remarks that can pose harm to other groups of people, I can still grumble and complain on my own territory right! Besides, I don't think anyone will be reading my blog, so haha. This post is dedicated to leash out my frustrations.

I think I am just frustrated at myself for not being efficient enough and failing to possess the ability to RELAX. I know that I should take everything a step at a time, and eventually everything will sort themselves out.

After tomorrow evening, I am going to go out, have some light shopping, and regain my optimistic and energetic self.